friendship :)

HELLO! it's 6:57 in the morning. I can't sleep, so I decided to do some writing, since i'm bored waiting for my videos to be fully loaded. It's a lovely morning actually,the weather seems getting great these days. I don't really know what am I trying to write,haven't found any eye-catchy topic yet. but yeah I guess I can write about some of my besties since I miss them alot. I realise I didn't make so much friends, but it's not because of im a weirdo, it's just you know Im having a difficulty to get to know someone new. I am more like silent as a monk to people whom I just meet but I can be loud as the maximum volume of a radio when I meet my match. In my elementary school I have only made 5 best friends, and one of them is still my bff till now. Im kinda good of keeping my friend rather than make a friend. When I moved to India, I feel hard to meet my match cuz everything is new so whoever my sister meet and made them as friends,they will be automatically be my friends too (yeah I know it's a little pathethic). After 2 years of living there I finally made friends from school and also from the embassy. They're such a darling to me, I just feel really comfortable being around them esp my Thai Friends.. I just love them till death! the four of us plus one Hye Min (she's korean) made a "good" history in our school life
<- <- I MISS YOU GUYS! T.T
and also I have found my dearest friends to do some girl's stuff.....yeah you guess it right! im talking about GOSSIP I guess my life will never be complete without it. they're Indonesian who are studying in India too, we almost do alot of things together such as shopping,eating,but mostly "talking" LOL!
I love them very much! they're like my other part that complete me just like GOSSIP! :p
altho I have no longer live in India, I still feel like we're close enough to still talk about "something".
I know that we're just mostly do the talking and not like me and my Thai+Korean friends do (we're almost do everything together! except for the bathroom thing of course! (haha) but still I love my Indonesian friends like the other say "no one can compete our own nation" MERDEKA! oh okay I guess I have crossed the line of the topic.. but yeah I miss them too!

Indonesian!! way to go! :)

Kamu.

From that day,
the day when I decided to give all my thoughts to only you.
the day when I give all my heart to only you.
the same day when I eagerly want to be the leading actress of your life story
and still the same day when I feel like I am the only one who can love you till the very end of time..

cuz the You I know is a person who can put a smile on my face
cuz you means the world to me
cuz you are the oxygen which I cannot live without
you are the blanket which keeping me warm
you are the star of my dreams
you are my sex fantasy

I want no one but you.

a little mellow over here..

it's 11:38 pm and I am still having this weird feeling. I don't really know why,but it feels like something is missing from me,from the structure of mind,from my body. I can't guess it my self till the answer have popped up itself, it's HIM none other than my L-Man. oh God I'm disliking this feeling, I wanna be strong enough not to think about him,I've succeed for at least few weeks but I just feel so weak whenever I think about him and yes I do realise it really sounds a little corny,but I couldn't help but keep falling harder and deeper.

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when you had a bad day.

hari ini bt banget.....sebel kalo harus sadar gue masih belom bisa move on, sebenernya sih gue juga ngga ngerti kenapa gue harus ngindar dari semua masalah,gue tau gue salah dan nggak semestinya gue kayak begini,gue juga sadar dengan gue begini gue udah nyakitin banyak orang yang dulu atau se enggaknya masih gue sayang. si "G" contohnya,gue sayang sama dia tapi karna keadaan nya yang terlalu datar ditambah dia yang teramat sangat moody gue jadi bosen, bosen parah! lagian gue juga ngga bisa sama orang yang nggak nganggep gue sebagai prioritas utama dalam hidup mereka,bukan karna gue yang haus akan attention tapi dengan nganggep gue sebagai the first priority bikin gue yakin kalo dia care dan sayang sama gue. kita juga udah ngga kontek2an sejak beberapa hari yang lalu,tu juga udah ngasih gue jawaban atas ketidakperdulian dia terhadap gue,dan buat gue mikir kalo he's not worth it. yah gue bisa ngomong sederet panjang kejelekan dia,kekurangan dia all night-all day tapi gue tetep aja ngga bisa move on.parah. gue terus aja melemah kalo dia ngomong sama gue,seakan semua rasa kesel,benci,pengen nendang,dan pengen marah gue ilang gitu aja..kaya di tiup angin. malang nasib gue keledai aja ngga mau jatuh di lubang yang sama untuk ke-2 kalinya..tapi liat gue... udah berpuluh-puluh kali masih aja belom sadar..bego bego!
makanya bagus buat gue untuk ngindarin diri dari masalah,kaya ga jawab telpon dia (alah telpon aja cuman 2 kali)
yah pokonya gue kesel lah! arrrgh!

my latest idol! :)

I am so madly in love with this man... (omg! omg!)




he looks cool,isn't he??


another pic of him.............





sweet...sweet probably the sweetest on earth! hehe

toGETher/Stray Birds poem.

hello hello.


akhirnya ada kesempatan dan ada bahan juga buat ngepost,gila tanggal terakhir gue ngepost udah lama juga ya.

Banyak hal yang terjadi di hidup gue belakangan ini,dari mulai hubungan gue yang ngga jelas juntrungan dan arah tujuannya sampe masalah intern yang nggak abis2nya (duh cape deh) anyway gue ngga mau ngebahas yang sedih2 dulu ah mending gue post yang seru ajah.
oh iya akhir2 ini penyakit-kebanyakan-nonton-asian-drama-gue lagi kumat,gue lagi nontonin drama dari China yang judul nya "Together" sebenernya kalo di liat2 itu judul nama agak lucu juga kenapa gitu? soalnya punya dua meaning yang satu together yang artinya bersama atau bareng,nah yang satu lagi kalo di uraikan jadi to-get-her yang artinya untuk ngedapetin dia.serius unik,mungkin aga basi tapi kan gue baru nemu dan itu cukup unik buat gue(that's all.that's it). yang berkesan dari drama ini adalah ada di suatu waktu sang aktor mau ngebuktiin ke public kalo dia bisa berbahasa asing (inggris) dengan baik dan benar,nah cara ngebuktiinnya itu dengan cara dia menghafal satu puisi yang asli gue langsung jatuh badan...gilaa keren banget,puisinya panjang makanya gue nggak copas disini,tapi gue kasi link ke puisinya
read it and feel it.