a little mellow over here..

it's 11:38 pm and I am still having this weird feeling. I don't really know why,but it feels like something is missing from me,from the structure of mind,from my body. I can't guess it my self till the answer have popped up itself, it's HIM none other than my L-Man. oh God I'm disliking this feeling, I wanna be strong enough not to think about him,I've succeed for at least few weeks but I just feel so weak whenever I think about him and yes I do realise it really sounds a little corny,but I couldn't help but keep falling harder and deeper.